ONE year old. We have a one year old. Ah, this is just crazy! Where is my little tiny baby boy? He's now a wild, sweet, hilarious, and toddler who amazes us everyday.
I very vividly remember sitting in bed with Matt the night before we went in to deliver and welcome Barrett and talking about how we couldn't even wrap our heads around our baby actually being here. I couldn't wait to see him. Put a face to his name and see if he matched at all what we had envisioned him looking like. To smell his newborn baby smell, feel his newborn baby skin, soak up his sleepy baby snuggles, and give him an unsurmountable amount of kisses. Matt said "before we know it he is going to be in our arms, and the time is going to fly. He's going to be a month old and then a couple months old and then a year old in a flash". And I couldn't even imagine it. No way this little human I had been growing for the last 10 months was going to get any bigger than a fresh newborn baby all snuggled in our arms. Everyone tells you how fast it goes, and man were they right. And now I look at him and am still in awe that this handsome baby-man is ours. In awe of how much he has grown, has learned, and how much our hearts have grown with love for him. There is no better feeling in life than sharing it with your children and the love you have for them. It continues to overwhelm me. I feel so incredibly lucky that we were chosen for him and that we get to live our life with him in it.
My friend, Jamie, took Barrett's one year pictures (including an awesome smash cake that she made everything for..incredible!) and it was crazy seeing this little man walk around with such spunk and compare to his newborn photo shoot a whole year ago. I can't thank her enough for capturing our family throughout Barrett's first year. I don't know what I would do without these photos. I'm just so thankful!




































































